yea shes smiling outside but inside shes dying 3
Saturday, January 12 /Saturday, January 12, 2008

i want to be remembered as the girl who smiles even thouh her heart is broken&the 1 who can always brighten up your day even if she couldnt brighten her own
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pls dont tell me not to cry
pls dont say there was a reason why
you dont know what i am feeling
or how much i hurt
the wet spots are from tears on the collar of this shirt
you think i should go on with life?
forget about it and be strong..
but deep down i am sad and i dont want to go along
i dont expect you to understand why
for no apparent reason i break down and start to cry
my life has changed forever you see
and thats why i am not acting like the same old me
so pls dont try to act like nothing happened
because its changed my life forever
i will never be the same again
not today not tomorrow but never
the best thing you can do for me is just be there
just like always my friend..
my broken heart is hurting badly
and it will never mend..