one long year
Saturday, September 17 /Saturday, September 17, 2011
Had this sudden urge to blog out of nowhere. So trials are on for the whole month, i'd been slacking and not doing proper study for it. I want that pmr spirit to come back ! I had no idea how me and bff could study and kept doing worksheets day til night in each others house every day. Motivation, where are you ?!
Life, it seems like i know you better right now. People come and go, things change and you can't do anything. And apparently, being honest is not something easy to do? Especially to the one you love? but well, at least for me..i would be honest even if it might hurt people.
Well, things seem to be better these days i guess. At least i'm seeing the change you promised. I don't know where is this gonna lead us to, but i believe that its not wrong giving it a chance. Let's just hope this time it'll turn out to be what we've been hoping for. Sure that there'll be obstacles, but its been 3 years and more..what other obstacles we haven been through? Come to think of it, we've actually been through a lot..whether thick or thin, and no matter what happen..we still keep each other company day til night for more than 1300days. hmmm so i guess this is something to feel lucky about apart from the rest. okay i think i reveal too much today, stop with all those crap for now.
Tomorrow its gonna be a long day, visiting Zhi Qi in the memorial park at the morning. Gotta remind myself to bring bubbles and the chatime i bought her. its her 1 year death anniversary in the chinese calender, cant believe time past so fast. one year without her, without her lauaghter and gossip moments with her. I miss you Qi ! but remember what i told you ? distance wouldn't change the friendship we share and the love we have for you. you better be there tomorrow k ? Ee Quan's gonna sing for you and i have words for you too (: and not to forget, i guess we'll have the bubble session for you as well. Hopefully tomorrow night everything would go well.
Alright guess i'll stop here.
xx
